i'm in SU room again. finally can update. my dad's laptop sucks and somehow i cant type an entry frm it. just had econs presentation. i uh. stammerred a lot. =/

supposeta be doing up our marketing ppt proj. another presentation tmr.

bloody morbid. i like.

Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - MCR

late dawns and early sunsets
just like my favorite scenes
we're holding hands and life was perfect
just like up on the screen
and the whole time while always giving
counting your face among the living

up and down escalators
pennies and colder fountains
elevators and half-priced sales
trapped in by all these mountains
running away and hiding with you
never thought they'd get me here
not knowing you changed from just one bite
i fought them all off just to hold you close and tight

but does anyone notice...?

but does anyone care...?

and if i had the guts

to put this to your head..

but would anything matter...

if you're already dead?

and should i be shocked now

by the last thing you said...?

before i pull this trigger

your eyes' vacant and stained...

but does anyone notice...?

but does anyone care...?

and if i had the guts

to put this to your head...

and would anything matter

if you're already dead...?

and now should i be shocked

by the last thing you said...?

before i pull this trigger

your eyes vacant and stained...

and in saying you loved me

made things harder at best

and these words' changing nothing

as your body remains

and there's no room in this hell

there's no room in the next

and our memories defeat us

and I'll end this direst

but does anyone notice...?

but does anyone care...?

and if i had the guts

to put this to your head...

but does anything matter

if you're already dead...?

and should i be shocked now

by the last thing you said...?

before i pull this trigger

your eyes vacant and stained...

and in saying you loved me

made things harder at best

and these words changing nothing

as your body remains

and there's no room in this hell

there's no room in the next

but does anyone notice...?


there's a corpse in this bed...

and it was night again -1:19 PM-