i hate how hard we slog n how willing we r to put ourselves thru shit just to achieve sumthing. e required effort needed to attain wat we yearn so much for doesnt usually tally with the end result...n den at e end of e day whn we've finally gotten wat we've always wanted... we often end up asking ourselves; was it all worth the effort..??

for eg. u mug damn fucking hard for ur exams n den u get an A. like wtf rite. an A? just a grade. sure. maybe dat's y i nv excel in my studies. haaah.

then there r other times whn we're so sure that we're working hard towards sumthing worthwhile BUT den at e end of e day, somehow, we fail or end up under-achieving. sheer disappointment. depressing. i hate disappointments more then anything else in e world. but sumhow i meet with them on a frequent basis. hm.

random post. it's ok if noone gets wat i'm trying to say here.
i don't expect u to anyway.

i lack of sleep.

i damn cranky.

i hate skool.

i dun think skool's dat stressful. projects not dat tough. modules not difficult either. but i'm waaay behind everyone else. i think.. slacker. lazy bum. i gotta start working. noww.

irony.

and it was night again -9:57 PM-