a couple of weeks to go before the start of my semestral exams. i guess i have no right to complain about being unprepared or how close the exams are cos i have be skipping class regularly. but what i don't get is... why-oh-why were we assigned projectS at the very last minute??



i'm experiencing one of those moments...

where you stare blankly at thin air; not focusing on anything material or physical; and yet you feel as if you're too preoccupied to attend to what really matters at present; when a moment feels like an eternity; and you have no idea where you are anymore...or where to go; when you suddenly feel so alone eventhough you're submerged in waves of human activity; when you know you ought to be someplace else and doing something useful...but then your limbs feel like lead and you just can't move; you're mind is shut. you feel distant...you're here when at the same instant you're not; when all you feel is disgust. at yourself for being so imperfect..

and then you suddenly realise that you're being too emo to be true.
then you'll start feeling stupid.

..heh.

but then again...life is made up of so many of those moments...right?
hmm.

and it was night again -11:10 AM-