inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale.inhale.exhale.
words to describe how i feel: sad despondent meloncholic dejected gloomy down depressed.

current thoughts: you know, my last post was on the first day of year 3. the current term's coming to an end. it has been rather... taxing, with the projects and all. so you might be thinking.. heck, you might be thinking alotta dumb shit.. as i was saying, you might be thinking, wtf moved me to post an entry on this oh-so-forsaken-sad-and-pathetic-excuse for a blog... the past two months, seldom got any quiet time alone. so here i am.

maybe you're wondering (maybe not), what's gotten into me lately (or more specifically, what have i been up to lately). i don't know. i think.. i don't have a peace of mind. i'd force myself to stay awake no matter how tired i may be every night. i found that i've been cussing a whole lot more than before. constantly discontented with myself. hur. no peace of mind. i'm sure it's bcos i've been slacking off on my prayers. so sure of it.

so exams are coming up. 3 sets of papers to sit for. let's hope i'll do well and pull up my GPA by 1. BAH. wtfwtfwtf.

let's take a boat out on the bay
forget your job for just one day
i wish it didn't have to be so bad

RAAAAHHH !!!!!

and it was night again -4:52 AM-